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okay. ouch. today i feel like i might do better in a mental ward. digging into past issues is treacherous. as is receiving the healing balm. I could use some of that. oh lets just have a big old sad party. privately today. Let's avoid the palooza style this time. This time i just need to feel my space. Imagine a place filled with sun and flowers where I can just let the sadness come in and make its cleansing sweep of the heart. Oh, oops, that is earth. I'm already there. It is a rather beautiful place to feel all of these emotions and make such interesting discoveries. there are a few people wanting me to succeed. i'm thankful today for the decisions eons ago to bless this place with sun and stars and moon, flowers and trees, animals, lindsays music on her blog, me, you, land, air and water. and fire. ouch. okay.