considering my feelings for God

I have been considering my feelings about God. First, I absolutely adore my father in Heaven and His son Jesus Christ. I love and appreciate all that I have been taught by Him about Him, and all I have been able to feel and learn from fellow humans about Him. The following thoughts aren't necessarily focused on Him, but on someone who is definitely connected with Him. Reason and truth have orchestrated a symphonic melody.......yes. I have a mother in Heaven. Therefore the concept of God (as much as I know of God) must include a separate human form that is a woman. I keep feeling that perhaps the reason I am not given further light and knowledge about mother in Heaven and opportunities to openly praise her the way I praise our father, is not because her contributions could be any less than those of our Father. I have learned that thankfulness and humble acknowledgment of transcendent creative power (for me that is God) can be refining to my spiritual being. In fact we have been blessed by the contributions of many men and women on earth, however, my heart, as well as this world needs to do better in acknowledging and praising the contribution of women. Then, it only stands the test of reason that my lack of opportunity to know and acknowledge Mother in Heaven comes simply because I haven't sincerely thought about it, studied it out, and sought for her. In the spirit of seeking I would like to share these thoughts.

Heavenly Father, Is my mother there?
And does she also listen to each childs prayer?
Some say that's only a Fathers place.
But, love tells me she once gazed upon my face.
Heavenly Father, when you sent your Son,
Through Him, you promised that I'll ever surely find.
Suffer that I might know her too.
Father, with all my heart I'll truly seek.

If its just that I am blind then can you heal me?
If its just that I can't feel, can you bless?
Open another way
Open another door
Please bring about a miracle today.

If it's just my stubborn heart, can you soften?
Can you take away the mote from my eye?
Please take away that which keeps me from this revelation.
Please bring about a miracle today.

Where is my mother in Heaven? Don't I need to know
And worship her the way I worship you?
Does she not deserve the title to be called the Mother-God.
Is she not a separate being who shares in Priesthood power.

I feel a burst of power, of love from every tree.
The spirit whispers yes, mother loves and cares for me.
I'll love her through creative works.
Drawing, writing, expression of the soul.
Father help to form the words, Mother help to form the soul.

Now that I know that she exists, don't take her face from me
In fact, please help me bring her out of obscurity.
This world easily passes by and overlooks she's there.
Diminishing her presence with addiction to ego care.

If its just that I am blind then can you heal?
If its just that I can't feel, can you bless?
Open another way
Open another door
Please bring about a miracle today.

If it's just my stubborn heart, can you soften?
Can you take away the mote from my eye?
Please take away that which keeps me from this revelation.
Please bring about a miracle today?